Finally...I'm able to blog ... for the past few days... i was so busy .. even opening this website also got prob .. guess God wants me to blog next time ... lol ..
Recently .. i am taking this medicine for my "adnormal" period ... well ... i read the instruction .. it stated there that some ppl might get some side effects ... which include headache, gain weight, dizzyness, blah blah ...etc...
Things started off well ... after the 3rd day of consuming this medi .. i started to have some headache during at night only .. at first i tot it was the reception of my hp .. i didnt take note of i t.. the headache continues ...
even in school .. i started to look so blur .. i mean i found out myself do things slowly than normal days .. i cant stand it ... i got stressed up easily .. the school works and projects .. i haven even prepared it yet ..sometimes.. i think perhaps it was my time management and the priorities i set are all wrong...
I have to accept the facts that when u got into poly .. u r ALONE !!! The faces of all my best frenz came flashing in my mind ... where r they ?? *sob sob* i miss their laughters...
I met up with him.. hey.. he's down with flu again .. i always say him weak..cos even if he drank that $1000 US tonic also no use to him .. .. haha .. anyway i hate to see him ill .. cos .. my heart aches each time he sneeze ... LOL... i know he's trying his best not to spread his "sickness" to me .. "hey .. jus a flu .. i'm strong, ok ? Stay close to me.."
That night .. my throat started to irritate ... What a hot weather ..
On sat, 08-07-2006, went out with a group of frens .. i started feeling cold ..i was like -_-!!! ... it was such a rarest time to go out with frens and relax, u know !?! ...y today ? after awhile .. i started coughing and sneezing ..* beep beep .. * drink more water, ok? =)
That evening .. i got this church services at parkway parade .. and all my frenz have left to attend some appt... i decided to went shopping alone at parkway to kill my time...*aw... man ... the headache is getting worst ..* .. abt.. 5.45 .. i met one of the church member, Steve... so we decided to go to church together ...
I was about to cross the road ... i didnt notice wat is on the floor .. my right feet stepped onto it .. and slipped .. u might scold me "y u didnt look on the floor?" Who the hell would look on the floor all the time while walking ? .. perhaps those ppl who always find money on the floor...
the next thing came onto my mind is SUPPORT !!! my the other feet !!! it was a slope.. then the floor was like.. very little friction for me .. so are my slippers... THEREFORE!.. it seems like roller blading ...(hey .. i fell before while roller blading .. it was totally different from wat i fell recently...) ... sometime we might fall accidentally but fall CORRECTLY... plz !! it's damn hurt ! fall onto yr butt= it's ok ... fall onto yr spinal cord= it's not OK AT ALL !!! ...u noe .. the bone between yr butt ?!? ...
the impact was so hard ! i could feel my whole body numb for a few seconds .. then my whole back was like AWWWWWWWWWW... i wanted to scream ... i wanted to faint ... Steve held on to my arms .. "can get up?" i shaked my head .. i couldn't move .. my back .. it was so so hurt ... somemore it was on sat ... so crowded !! i wasn't feeling embarrassed or wat at that time ..but i realised it's best not to laugh at ppl who fell .. cos ... u dun noe how ppl feel when they fell ...and PLEASE ... pick up wat u drop .. especially the place u drop is on the slope and the thing u drop is slippery... Wad if it was an elder people who stepped on it ? I believe their bone are much more fragile than mine....
realising sitting down there couldn't help .. instead it will make it worst cos it stopped the ppl from walking ... *i tot i was goin to paralyse* i stood up ... trying to check my back is it ok ? the food which i stepped ... stick onto my pants .. -_-!!! i couldn't turn and remove that food ... so i asked Steve to help me..
We have to move on .. cos the church service goin to start .. i couldn't walk fast ... i really scare that my bone was goin to crack or wat .. i called him ... i felt much better ... however .. my back continues to ache .. then the internal organ was like squeezing ... still .. i didnt cry .. until .. i heard his voice changed ...* tears started to roll down*... I first time hear him .........
Thru out the church service .. either i stand too long or clap my hands.. my back would hurt .. when the service ended .. we are suppose to go into cell groups .. i carried my bag.. awwww... my back hurts again .. then my pastor came to pray for me ... thanks .. it was much better .. i can carry my bag and walk to my group .. however .. my back still hurts sometime especially when i cough or sneeze ..
I went to the changi general hospital ..the receptionist took my temp and said i was down with fever .. i was required to wear a mask .. all the ppl there gave me that kind of "u got SARS" looks..
then i waited for the doc to call out my name ... about 15 mins later .. finally my turn .. the doc asked me what happen ... so i explained clearly and very detailed ..was waiting for her to check my back or wat .. she gave me the queue number and asked me to wait for my number ... eh ?
wad the hell... shouldnt have wasted my breathe ... after waiting for 10 mins .. my turn ...
upon hearing wat i said .. he asked me to lie down on the bed and pressed gently on my back .. "pain?" i shaked my head .. pressed some parts only and very gentle ... pain ? nope ... then pressed a little pressure on my kidney area ... pain ? nope .. a bit only.. n he press on my spinal cord ..i nodded my head ...
doc: "Ha.. nothing wrong with u, gal... "
cLaRa: "wad about the kidney i told u before i fell, i got this pain already..? "
doc: "Oh.. dun worry.. if u really have kidney prob.. ur facial expression will tell me u are really in pain .. and cos a stone in a kidney will cause a sharp sharp pain..."
doc: "and yr back will takes about 10 days to recover .."
HE DIDNT EXPLAIN TO ME Y AND WAT SHOULD I DO ....
cLaRa: "do i need any medicine to take ?"
doc: "do u wan pain killer?"
cLaRa: "no thanks..."
$65 for that consultation only ... my heart aches ...